the boy

"You okay man? It's still been like a week and your still talking about her."
"She was the one dude."
"How could she be the one? You hardly knew her. You just meat the chick."
"I knew."
"Dude, the though you where a weirdo."
"I KNEW MAN!"
"Fine. Suite yourself." Angle walks away from me. They all walk away. They don't really care because I know all of my "friends" have a crush on her. They all do, so they shouldn't even bother pretending like they care. I'm out of the way now even though i wasn't really competition.
I secretly think they all hate me, think I'm a dumb ass, not worth anything much, but I don't care. It was only that girl. That one girl. My Catherine who I wanted to impress, and she' scared of me. This can't be happening. I can't believe it. How is it that all of the girls that I like think I'm a freak. I'm a reasonable guy if you get to know me, I do act out in class but really. One day they're gonna regret crossing paths with me. Catherine is going to regret embarrassing me in front of basically everyone. Damn! She's a bitch, but you know. I still like her. I will never stop liking her. I can't. I frekin' love her!
But how do I get her to notice me?